I haven't listened to this album in a long time. (Psalm 69 by Ministry) Sometimes you don't really want music that you listened to during a bad time to bring you back, but I think I've moved on enough so that I can listen to it and not feel horror or fear. My coma lifted and now I'm awake, trying to motivate to clean, or watch movies. I also want to stop doing or thinking about things that are counterproductive to even small success.